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The Story Of My Heart...
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Bare it all
So its likely that i'll be studying overseas now. no grad trip for me. I told him that its 90% chance that we'll have to take it to a LDR. It didn't seem like he wants it to work that way. Yes, after nearly 4 years i still have no idea where's this headed. Our situation is quite the contrast with others where they'll know they want to (at least in the current situation) end up with each other.
I assure myself it's still too early, we are too young. Others say the opposite. So then, either way i'll pursue my dream and whether he waits for me and come over depends on fate and how strong is this "LOVE". They say love is all bout' sacrifices and thinking of the other but i don't think i'll do the sacrificing here. My dream is too big. The future is all too important. I've been pursuing this for all too long. Every day i feel my heart sink further but i know that this will be a wonderful test for this relationship. If he is so uncertain now, why should i place my confidence in this?
