I'm guessing that the expiry date happened that's what.

If you can't or won't put up with me when i'm at my worst, who says that you deserve me at my best?

If you said you don't foresee anything, why then should we follow through.

If you don't do anything romantic or what nots to show that you deserve me or to win me back, what then would be the point?

If you gave up now so easily, what are the chances it wouldn't happen agaain ever.

If i won't be the priority now, what is the possibility that i would be in the future.

2011 is a new year for new beginnings. I've already met an ending so early in the year.

Why all the fuss?

Yes we are young.

Yes the future is always uncertain.

Yes there are no guarantees in life.

But if i have seen happy endings, don't i deserve one too?

But if i have seen old couples who still do romantic cheesy stuff like holding each other hands and surprising each other or whispering sweet nothings and do certain stuff just because the significant other loves it, i don't believe that i can't have a love like that too.

But if i have seen or heard declarations of love that the person loves another for all the good, bad and eccentricities, don't i deserve someone like that too?

What is a declaration of love if it is so easily said and not portrayed.

What is a declaration of love if it is not through thick and thin and all the rough patches.

I don't need no fakey love.

Not now, not ever.

If one can't or bother to sincerely convince me otherwise, don't even bother.

If one doesn't even try, i'll know it wasn't even real to begin with.

Although it will hurt at the start for sure (i'm no robot with a metal heart), i'll know that it will be better for me to know what i want. It will be better that everything is laid out clear. No hidden agendas, no secrets, no unknown expectations.

It's scary i know, with a success rate of 1% if i told anyone my expectations and when they know who i truly am..But i realize why hide? When the inevitable will happen sooner or later.

Better sooner than later, i believe.

If i'm fated to be a spinster then so be it.

So if one can't measure or is up to this challenge, why test water and play with fire?

Because all we'll ever have will be a bad rerun again and again till the film burns and goes up in flames.