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The Story Of My Heart...
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
It hurts
I used money to buy time and love.
Today, I realized how much it sucked to be on this side of the looking glass. Today, I realized that money can't buy happiness. Not when it isn't as great a motivating factor. Each complaint; each glance to check time; each frown told me that this will probably not last. Like a lawyer billing his client. Maybe she is right. Maybe i do deserve better. At least i tried once in life.
How sweet. How dedicated.
Today, i scoffed at S's remark. If only she knew. If only she knew i bought time. It's always to think how easy other people got it made out for them. Hardly, we ever stop to think if there's any ugly truth behind it all. At least, i learned that i should never do what i did again.
Remind me not to have my words come back and bite me. I'm sorry. I'm not happy.
