Sighs. We're sad. Its a sad case of something that feels like i'm reaching my top most bursting point. Sighs. We're spiraling down into nothingness. Its as there wasn't any meaning to it and it just goes down down down. haha. Sighs. I feel like i've got a frog up in my throat. This heavy-chested feeling that stems from a mix of disappointment, expectation and sense of doom. haha. Sighs. I feel like i knew this was coming all-a-long. This armeggedon But i guess i was just hoping, wishing, expecting the learning curve to pick up. Sighs. It seems that it never will. Sighs. It seems that it never does. I guess i was too innocent to believe. I guess i was too foolhardy to wish. I guess it was just me from the beginning. Imagining. Make-believing. And then reality hits. We wake up from our dream. And realise that it was never meant to be from the start. We have reached our curtain call. Its time to bid adieu and go back to our own individual lives. * In this predator-prey relationship, The chaser will always remain the chaser. That is the cold hard truth. While the role of the predator will always remain that way with only one route because afterall it is the predator's decision for the pursuit. The prey can succumb to being caught or escape. And for now, the chased shall exit the race. * then again this sort of things is inexplicable and can never be fully understood.