Its 5 yrs back and yet sometimes, it still feels so fresh. Wandering thoughts about what could have been only happens when i've time for myself. This shouldn't be the case. Since the stuff that i should do has been increasing dramatically. They say that you can't escape fate. Maybe second time around, i'll say yes. But that's just a thought. heh. hmhmhmhmhm. I don't know if i should go along to the Zo-o demain. darn. I'm tempted to pull up an excuse and take tail. Not that any excuses would really be a fakey one. Looks like the heart hasn't really settled down. Back to work. Sighs. Being mentally tired is worse then being physically tired. But then again, being emotionally tired is the worst.