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The Story Of My Heart...
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Rumor has it... I'll be rejecting it and staying back here, in S'pore. This was not my decision though. Now's a different kind of sadness. A worser kind. God. This is just hilarious. I may say, "it doesn't matter". But really, deep down, it truly does. It always IS when i say that line. Sometimes i wonder... Why do we get an opportunity door, only to get wedged between the door and the doorframe whenever you try to reach for it? Maybe it just always happen to just me. Passion kills the soul. Really. Bit by bit. Sapping it till you're all empty inside. Until hope is no more and all that's left is an empty shell. Why don't i just take the easy route and give up the dream? That would make life much easier. Remind me again, why am i studying science? If only i hadn't want medicine so badly (and i still do), i'll have taken up the law offer. But that would be deceivng myself. * Anihoo. Must mug now. I've still got a shred of hope left for next year. Please let it be then. And maybe 4 years down the road.
