I told myself, i wouldn't be a sinking ship. And YET. I self-sank yesterday. Maybe i was caught in the moment. *shakes head feverishly* SO what now? This isn't me. To voice out the sinking. How silly. Screaming, 'may-day!' 'may-day!' Seemingly I always thought if nobody said anything, no noise was made then, perhaps everything was still an illusion and i could turn tail anytime. What happened, The falling, Is this all a big mistake? Will you lead a tentatively happy me? -I'm the complication of every situation- * Apart from that, It was true. Yesterday was fun. Familiar fun. Movie "The invasion", bites of mudcake at Hog's breath cafe (hehee), subway then Dance reflections.