Life's pretty much down in the dumps for me this week. Its just so horribly sad. So upsetting, i just want to be hugged. And even then i don't feel the least better. I'm sick of these silent tears that come without reason. Part of my heart has left with smoky. Another part's missing. Why are things always so terribly difficult. Torned. Sometimes, i just feel like giving up, moving on and just... Then again..it just isn't as simple as mind over heart. sighs. Make me believe.