Weasel is really pretty hilarious. (in a ha ha kind of way) Sometimes I feel that he is more disappointed than me about all of this and yet so supportive. Please, he's even more excited than me, recommending camps and such. Come to think of it, not much has changed. He does make life a bit easier to bear. Weasel, "For one moment, i thought you didn't appear yesterday because you received the call." LOL. I wish. Really. That's why my phone never leaves my side. And my heart does skip a beat whenever an unknown number calls. hahaha Perhaps all would be known (in a good way) on my Birthday. It would seriously be the best present that anyone could offer. * I realise that there's quite a number of letters to the forum editor regarding University Admission Woes these days. Dragon year perhaps? Who can blame them? hmmm. So far, for those that have written in, none are students. I guess maybe its not about them being a bunch of shy individuals but most probably because they feel that they will not get much sympathy and there IS not much point either (unless there is a certain warp-ness in the education system but there is isn't it?). Not that what they want is people's pity. There IS also this possibility of being 'marked'. Okay, maybe it does all boil down to guts. But really. To be mature about all of this, we all have to just move on in life. If you've tried your best and yet don't get what you deserve, its not your fault. Think of it this way, its them that's losing out on someone who has the real passion. And yea, if you haven't realise it yet, Life stinks sometimes. Its the journey that counts. For now, you've just taken a detour. And thats just my personal view to be taken with a pinch of salt. * For tomorrow, it would be a girl's night out. *grins* Oh oh. And i bought a new pair of heels from Charles and Keith today. She said, "You just have to try your luck whenever someone else has to shoe shop huh" *Sniggers* I can't help it. bleah. So i was left to carry 2 shoe boxes from C&K and one pair from Geox. A worthwhile exchange. haha. And that's another reason why i just am not suited for hostel stay. I can't bring everything with me. boo.