Yes, we do pave our own future. But for now, i'll just leave it to him. I surrender my fate to God. * I don't understand why he gave me so many clues and hints and help all this way. And yet to let it slip through my fingers that one moment. There is definitely a bigger picture. I am humbled. He said, "To understand, sometimes we've got to stop trying to understand. It will come naturally in time." * =)