The winter pool has began. I'm terrified out of my wits. *Hyperventilates* Hopefully, i'm not that weak-hearted... ** All my prayers have and always been about the same wish... Please... God does carry us through the most uncertain times.. ** It is a dog-eat-dog world. With backstabbers and people filled with malicious intent. I do wish to look at the good side of people..and pretend the world made of rainbows and magick.. But sometimes, its quite difficult yea? It is that unfair. Been so nice and yet to be given so little trust... It is that superficial. ** The worst part of all is that all i can do is to wait... Everything else is out of my hands.. I don't have the whole world in my hands. Only to confide in myself... ** Faith... ... I'm grasping onto it so tightly that i think i'm turning blue. My bright spark, i need you so...