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The Story Of My Heart...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
morning!
Its still dark outside. Besides the sound of my typing on my com, i can only hear the baby lovebirds chirping for their breakfast. well.. I guess its still way to early to eat my breakfast. haha.. Its crazy that i'm up this early. There isn't any exams, nor stuff planned on today. Yet my biological clock woke me up at 4am. Urghhhh...i want my sleep! ** Maybe i should go out to run later in the morning. But then my company's not here. =( I've been thinking quite alot lately... Haha. Like should i? * Sometimes don't you find yourself welled up in thoughts? Deep thoughts lead to even deeper thoughts. All in a moments time, its back in a memory timeline... ** If i had agreed then, what would it be now? If i realised it then, would would've happened? Actually things happen for a reason. God does have everything planned right? MAybe just maybe, its to see who would've stuck by my side... And now its quite clear. ** Besides the point, i know of some who doesn't plan on waiting or its not the choice they'll choose. now isn't that quite sad? LOL! In a different light, lets see it this way, hmmm..if we were to approach our tasks at hand with little patience or sincerity i guess, whats the point? Wouldn't that mean it doesn't last? Seriously, then shouldn't we just not even begin. urh..yea. hmmm..however, i do know the counter for this. And i'm not entirely happy about it. haha One said, whats the point if you were to wait, if it might not turn out the way you want it to be in the end? Shouldn't you just move on? okay. I do agree there IS some truth to it all. BUTTTTTTT...there's a limit see. By just trying a little and giving up too soon, from certain people's point of view, its just superficial and shallow. hrrmmm. It does say a thing or two about what its going to turn out. Maybe. oh yea. But some stuff are worth waiting for. You just have to agree with me that it does make the end result sweeter. (not that we can actually taste it or something. haha..BUt if i were to imagine, it would taste like marzipan and mint. Eaten on a cold rainy day, but with that warm, fuzzy wuzzy feeling within. *heee*) Now now lets not go all pointy fingers and try to figure out what or who is this post about. haha...its kinda about the deeper stuff in life. To sum it up, its the stuff that makes us fret. And this post concludes it vaguely. There. ** Enjoy the process... Its about the journey. The end is but a mere reward. ** Most of the time, when we've got this buggy feeling or a "i can't place it" kinda feeling, we'll just naturally push it away right? But wouldn't you wonder are you doing the it correctly? But if you don't push it away, would it just be paranoia? haha... Seriously, now thats just being paranoid. heh. No wonder i chose to write a gp essay on paranoia. haha..*shakes head* ** Hidden inferences. Underlying meanings. Thinking just makes life more complicated eh? ah well... .... ** Go out. Go out. i wanna dance, twirl and play in the sun. Take my hand and let's go. =))
