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The Story Of My Heart...
Thursday, January 05, 2006
stressed
Its school term again and it isn't that relaxing anymore... I can hardly stop to catch a breath, Everything just speeds by. *** We've got our schedules, I almost died of a heart attack when i saw it... actually not...i was just shocked i guess. There's like a gazillion tests thats going to be in our midst. Plus, now all of us owns a set of hound dogs... With the tutors chasing hot on our heels for holiday assignments and tutorials, the word 'slacking' isnt going to be in my dictionary anymore. I believe that's good. =o *** What does this year have in store for me? Let's examine this year's timetable. Monday-5pm Tuesday-5pm but then there's going to be sailing after that... Wednesday- 1.45pm...an early day huh? nah...sailing time till 7pm. Thursday-5pm Friday-2.35pm...finally a true early day! hahaa praise the lord that i dont need to take chinese on friday... Saturday-Full day sailing from 9am... Sunday-rest day? So not.... .... *** Packed? Yupx. I'm going to be a busy girl. ** So here i am blogging in my rest period of the day. Sighs.. I'm glad i enjoyed my holidays thoroughly...=) The rat race has began and there's no stopping. FUn right? To a certain extent, yes. *** Late nights are beginning to be a constant affair now. Meals are scarce... I guess all this makes me lose my apetite considerably. *** All that's helping me hang in there is my dream. *** The only fun time that i'm going to have are probably the joke sessions in school. I'm ever so grateful that my class are filled with people that crack me up... =) I guess i'm going to lose contact with the outside world. Spare time is going to be hard to find. My only means of escape is probably my handphone... So much that i'm beginning to appreciate the littlest things even more. A call just to say hi or simple message totally makes my day...really... *** *** What else is there to say? Lots. But nothing thats blogger possible. *** hmmm... Some things in life are so laughable. Maybe its me running away from the seriousness of the situation. MAybe i'm not sure whether to believe those words. Maybe its you. Maybe its them.The others. Maybe there's just too much comparisions. Maybe you're not being straightforward. I guess this complicates stuff. I guess this is where the confusion begins. I guess everything is not really clear..truly.. *** I thank the lord for the littlest miracles in life. I thank the lord for having friends who truly care. I thank the lord for my supportive family who's always there for me. I thank the lord for giving me so many opportunities. *** How is it possible that there's some people who just knows how to say the right words and do the right actions but others simply dont get it??? That further complicates everything... I dont understand life. But who does? Help me??? Hold my hand and lead me through these challenging days ahead. I'm gonna be a long distance runner!
