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The Story Of My Heart...
Sunday, January 01, 2006
A New Year...
2005 has came and gone... A year filled with great memories... memories that would be kept forever in my heart. *** 2005 brought great friendships into my life, what will 2006 deliver? I can only wish, wish that those friendships will blossom. =) *** My new year countdown was different this year. That makes it special right? hmmm... Okay..let the flashback begin.. *** Our appointment was supposed to be at 7pm at tanah merah mrt station, but i guess time got ahead of me again.. hahaa.. I dont know why, reallly i dont. Why cant i always seem to not be on time for appointments. In a flurry, i rushed there at 7.30pm oopsie.. Thank god i cant blush anymore. At least in minor situations like this.. Everybody was waiting for me as always.. I was surprised to see some of them though. There were Jaryl, Junjie, Qiuhui and Sengwai. *** So we took the train, Upon reaching city hall, we realised the crowd was urm...huge. There we met desmond and audrey. Sighs.. I felt as if someone was missing. A presence should be there. I guess, its just me. ** You'd have guessed the mixture of people was wierd right? Nah... I kind of think its better this way. Hmmm... You'll get the best of both worlds, when both your cliques mingle..=) *** Dinner was at marina square. Jaryl introduced yet another sinful food... Boy was it gultifying! You've got to try this new fast food joint, Carl's Junior... The portions are huge... With no space available at the joint, we bought takeway and sat on an empty space somewhere on one of the floors... Marina square is still under renovation you see... *** Is this entry getting boring? Oh wells... stop reading then. *** After dinner, we headed to the area around the esplanade. But that was not before audrey, qiuhui and i visited mini toons... Each of us bought one of the friends from winnie the pooh..mine's eeyore..hahaa.. Oh..there's a promise behind all this. But that's a secret... Actually its not. Either way i aint saying..call me childish if u want.. *** Goshness... The crowd around the esplanade was suffocating. At one point, i got lost... Crap! I nearly panicked..hahaa... Ok..of course i found my way back... We took fun pictures around that area... I love pictures! They just capture those lovely memories.. **** Watching the fireworks i just couldnt help making a wish... Did you send out a wish too? How did you feel? Mesmerized by the shining lights, i felt a sense of peace.. For a single moment, i knew. I knew that everything was going to be alright. Think its cliche? I guess it kinda was...but that's an unexplainable feeling i got. *** Sadly, there wasnt any countdown. We made our way home after that. Snaking through the crowd was equally tough. This time, we made sure that none of us would get lost. Forming a choo choo train, we eased our way through the crowd.. It was especially fun when we ran..hahaa Oh yea. There was some people who sprayed foam. We got a fair share of it. *** Before all of it ended, we headed to Lau Pa Sat to quench our thirst. Last train was 1.30am.. Why couldnt they make public transport 24 hours? I wished..wished the night would never end. *** Back on the train, the girls sat on one side, the guys on the other. We sillily took out our newly bought keychains and played with it. Oh wells... Its up to ourselves to make the night memorable right? *** My stop came and went.. Alighting at the deserted tanah merah station is one thing i dread at night. I admit i'm terrified, terrified of the darkness and ghosties and stuff that go bump in the night. Thank goodness. A kind soul, jaryl escorted me back home. And when i meant escort, i meant right up to my doorstep.. hahaa.. i guess he was sweet enough to volunteer and suggest it.. considering he didnt stay nearby and all.. *smiles* I wasnt going to let any of those ghosties have a chance of scaring me. By then it was after 2.30am.. Gosh was it late.. -Thanks jelly, i really appreciated it. =)
**** Hmmm... He wasnt the only other kind soul though. Sometimes i truly feel lucky. Jas was quite funny... -Thanks for being concern and all...it was real sweet of you. Oh..what was it about? Thats for me to know i guess... **** Stars shine down on me.. Unexplainable stuff. One can only wonder how confused i am.. ** What's with you? Is this all true? ** We were told fairytales when we're little, I dunnoe bout you but that leaves me with just wishes in my heart. More likely to be wistful thinking. I guess it's only my nature to dream.. ** Wierd questions... What's all that for? ** Reality just keeps crashing down on me. ** Where's all the magic left in this world? ** Life's real short.. I guess i've to come down from the clouds.. Stop waiting, Make it happen. Thats all easy to say i believe. ** There's this lil part of me that hopes, but i guess its not possible.. the doors are shutting.. Every moment you hesitate, a chance slips by.. ** I think i'll just leave this all behind... In the shadows of my heart. Go back.. Back to the depths of my mind.. **** **** Oh lord, school's starting real soon... I got to stop procrastinating. A new beginning. Lets make this all right. The way i want it to be, The way it should be. **reaching out for the medical faculty... Its possible. I'll make my dream a reality. Just watch me.
