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The Story Of My Heart...
Saturday, November 05, 2005
thoughts
twemasekian.. its almost been a year.. do you ever get the feeling of not wanting to leave the past behind? memories forever burned into a part of my soul.. all the tears, joy and just plain craziness. the past just keeps coming back to haunt me. i miss TWE..realli..i do.. on another note, though one with similar tone thoughts just floods my mind whenever i'm alone.. is that good? i'm lost.. lost in my own thoughts... i dont understand. there's this emptiness... but what's really missing? help me...........
off with this melancholy outlook.. whats the use? hahaa.. oh well.. lets see... Chronicles of NARNIA and Harry potter is coming up.. i wanna watch!!! so many shows...so little cash..with christmas coming up i lurve fantasy...all the magick.. dont you? well...chrissy is a fun time.and its only once a year.. i dunnoe why but i feel ever so happy giving prezzies... seeing the look on people's faces..haha.. its priceless... hmm...i just realised how much i've been missing out in the written world... there's so many books i want to read... not study...dont get me wrong yea? its been so long since i went to kinokuniya.. sighs.. just buried in books, dreaming away...
I had withdrawn in forest, and my song Was swallowed up in leaves that blew alway; And to the forest edge you came one day (This was my dream) and looked and pondered long, But did not enter, though the wish was strong: You shook your pensive head as who should say, ‘I dare not--too far in his footsteps stray-- He must seek me would he undo the wrong. Not far, but near, I stood and saw it all Behind low boughs the trees let down outside; And the sweet pang it cost me not to call And tell you that I saw does still abide. But 'tis not true that thus I dwelt aloof, For the wood wakes, and you are here for proof. *A Dream Pang* Robert Frost hmmm....do u ever wonder how long a person can have a crush? hahaa...i think its a known mystery that can never ever be solved... oh well... lets not add another pondering to my already troubled mind.. is it me or is it me (nah...) that i think emotions are the main mysteries of life? i've been asked many a time, how would you know a person likes you? personally, i think friends naturally like each other right? like how can you be friends with someone you hate? oops..thats actually quite possible..hahaa..but thats the exception..i think.. whee.. do you think i should consider journalism? digress..digress! i'm serious..i think its a possible route right? nah..i still prefer the medical faculty..hahaa **SFs..hahaa i think inventing words are a fun past time right? a lingo between you and friends that others would not understand.. just like EC's.. if your SF is an EC than i think thats quite a good combination..lucky you..haha the word SF explains so much..haha..hmm..too bad i wasnt the inventor..bleargh guess wat?? there's a new way to categorize guys! should i say it? i'm risking it..but i will..*scared look* hehee i think maybe i wont...if u realli wanna noe ask me personally..haha
hmm...i think my postings are getting crappier and more boring by the second... maybe i shall delete this post later... or maybe stop blogging altogether? ~ciao peeps~ psst...did i tell u? i like...colours!!! haha.. =p
