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The Story Of My Heart...
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
urgh
urgh... when is all these bad feelings gonna go away? its taking so long.. can i just disappear? vanish. become non-existent. dont think anyone will notice. i dont think i'm suffering from depression.. am i? all these horrible feelings just cant be shooed away.. i dont know how.. oh well... lets say, my rainbow has yet to appear.. seems like the rainy and grey days have not passed... help me find my lost rainbow??
i think i should just give up hoping... if only all my dreams could come true.. even the stars have lost their shining if i could..... just...... just...
