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The Story Of My Heart...
Sunday, September 04, 2005
abstinence in progresS
ll lll llll l ll lll llll ll lll ll l lll abstinence in progreSs > god please give me the strength and courage to overcome everything < i seriously need to lose 10 kg...so to resist all temptation is a must.. Instead, i shall channel all my strength to pull through the promotional exams.. I must get 4As...i know i can do it.. ============================== well...come what may right? ============================== hmm... last friday, i began my japanese class with my friends at the cc.. though i prefer ikoma's teaching, it was fun having my friends there. What can i say, it was a different kind of feeling. Anyway, i nearly had a panic frenzy..though i used to frequent marine parade i totally am clueless about the bus routes there. Hence, i DIDN't know how to go home!!! crap... yeayea i know i could have hailed a cab or something but then money also doesnt grow on trees right? hahaa THaNk God... Adeline and jason helped me out... Both of them were so kind..they actually walked and showed me the busstop. Jason even went the extra mile of taking the same bus 14 as me even though it was a way longer route for him.. what a great pal.... Thanks guys!!! really appreciated it.. Now i know that bus 14 and 10 makes its way there to marine parade..hahaa..that really shows how clueless i am..what to do? bleargh... +++++++++++++++++++++++++++ The holidays seem to be disappearing one by one.. Even though now is the september holidays yet again, i just dont feel it anymore... What's happening??? i hope nobody steals away christmas...-crosses my fingers- I shall muster all my strength, push away the dark clouds, clear the cobwebs and wait for the sun to shine again.. nah...i'm tired of always waiting and expecting...i'll wave my magic wand and make it shine again..hehee
i kinda hate this feeling yet it entices me...wierd? totally...
