Friday, April 18, 2014
its tiring to act happy all the time.
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Us
Us
life
I guess i've been too busy, having too much fun and all was going well.
I realise that i drift back to this place when i've too much to think about.
I guess in this world of pleasantries, you just can't say it straight up and in the face.
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These days i find it hard to ignore this niggling feeling that i've been the one putting in most of the effort on this one-sided thing.
Oh wells.
I should just ignore, if it derails, it derails...
And no, i'm not talking about my love relationship. At least that's going well in that department.
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I don't understand why people say stuff they don't mean.
I hate the word 'pleasantries' and being fake.
and falling back only when there's just nothing to do or when there's an end to it or a self-benefit.
Saying 'i am just too busy' is an adult way of 'saying my dog ate my homework'
Really if we remove the veil of pleasantries, it just is 'oh i don't give a shit/damn/fuck' and 'i've got better stuff in my life to care about'
One lesson in life is to not care so much, the person who cares more always ends up being hurt.
This is because not everything in life a game of fencing where one person' bows and the other would reciprocate.
It's hard to practice the attitude of 'give and don't expect to receive'.
Wouldn't it just be nice to receive a small percentage of what has been invested?
Well. the world isn't a bubble of happiness.
I guess my bubble popped.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Our relationship taking a back corner.
With us becoming a you and I.
Maybe it's because of the minimalistic nature that we are subscribing to.
I wonder how we are going to survive the next 8months.
I've evolved to be more understanding for your side.
Have you evolved for me?
I can't help but feel that I want more out of all of this. Or feel that there should be something more.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
When i wanted it so bad.
I need something short of a miracle.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
shouldn't be hoping too much then
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Van Cleef & Arpels
Perlée solitaire engagement ring
Romance Engagement Ring
Tête-à-tête engagement ring
Apart from Tiffany & co. and Bvlgari, in my opinion, Van Cleef & Arpels engagement rings seems to have some je ne sais quoi.
Apparently the setting of Perlée solitaire is made of pink gold, i'm not sure if it's me that's ignorant but i've only heard of rose gold. haha. And i'vealso noticed that most high-end jewelers who are renowned for their jewelry seem to covet platinum and it's usage in the setting for their diamond rings.
On another note, seems that it might be abit tight for me to head back for my brother's wedding next summer. Do pray that i'll be done with all the medicine stuff by 15th June at least please. =(
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
